Happy 3rd Birthday to our beautiful boy Apollo .
This year is by far the hardest. I feel a sadness & sorrow, like part of us is missing in so many little ways. And many big ones.
I feel rage, anger & hatred. Why you ?!
Then I see you wrapped up in your sisters embrace like this ☝🏼 & I feel love in my soul x I realise I don’t need to see you for you to be here and you don’t need me to see you for you to feel loved 💙
When our darling little boy Apollo 1st came home in Apollo Bear’s heart ♥️ I thought I must put him up high, in a special place, with his toys and his blanket BUT no one can touch him. Ever.
And then along cake Frankie 🐞💕
From the minute she could ask for him she did, pointing, cooing, grunting until she got her way. And from that moment on they’ve spent many hours together everyday. She cuddles him, she kisses him , reads to him, talks to him, shares with him, brings him gifts and treats, pushes him on her bike and in her trolley. And he is loved. He is worn now, in need of a wash and smells of sticky fingers & Frankie but I wouldnt have it any other way!
My little boy has his best friend, he’s part of our family and his sister made sure he doesn’t ever miss out. Frankie made sure he was loved 💙
For that I am grateful 💙 #Apollo #happybirthday #bornsleeping #stillaware #frankie #sibling #love #bear #apollobear #foreverinourhearts