The first world that came to my mind when I read the word - todays word in - was shame. When I was a child I felt irregular in many ways - I remember the feeling that I was not that good at being a child and I remember feeling bad for my parents because they had to be parents to me. I was not good at sports, not good at play, felt like a coward in many situations, had a hard time to figure out how to belong in groups with those in my age. I was wrong and almost everyone else seemed to have figured it out - they seemed to know how to walk in a straight line, find the right way.
Of course it wasnt that way, we were all trying to find our way but how could I know when I never was let in, never became close to anyone?
As a grownup I have sometimes felt that I want to follow the rules (and rulers 😉) a little to much in certain situations - I carry with me the experience of being an outsider and that makes me afraid relive that. But when I draw I feel free! And I certainly didnt use any ruler when I draw this corner!