5 years old today 😍🌈🤸🏼♀️👩🏻🎤🎃 HOT DAMN I LOVE IT. Being a sober woman is one of my favorite parts of myself. It’s a big part of my self-image and I just value it so much.
How is success defined ? “Success is relishing life and doing whatever makes you truly happy” -by this estimation, I’m successful as fuck. But of course, I didn’t need this quote to recognize 😝
One reason I had to get sober- life was just passing me by. I got older and older. I saw my friends and family members progress, grow, experience beautiful life changing events and I was just getting by, in a small dark corner of the world with people who were just as sick, sad and lifeless as me.
Can you imagine me like that? I’m wild, I talk loud, I have this embarrassingly boisterous trademark of a laugh, lots of opinions and hardly any shame in sharing my them all with you- I’m the kind of person who asks the waiter to just order me something and make it a surprise so I can have a little fun. Just an all around big ass personality, maybe it’s a bit much. I’m not sorry, I’m just making up for lost time. I spent so long sullen, and anxious, highhhh out of my Mind. Total outcast. I didn’t interact with people much because I was always suspicious and paranoid. Skittish, sheepish and unassertive. YIKES. Can you imagine? 🙄 so happy I made it out alive so that I could experience the animated , sassy provocative human I am today. I dig this whole living - life thing. Sign me up for 5 more years of this. if you know someone struggling with alcoholism or addiction, do not give up hope so long as they are breathing. ❤️