So. This is what my body actually is, no pose, no high-waisted jeans, dull lighting shit. And, I love it. I have to, this is what it looks like, this is what it feels like. It works, it carries me. And I am working on it everyday, to feel good. This is the first time though, that I didnt get frustrated about my body not fitting into that mold I want it to. But I also know that its reasonable that it doesnt, I dont work out as much as I could, dont eat as healthy as I could and so on and so forth. It still wouldnt help me to hate it as it is today, I love my body for what it is, I hope you love yours too.