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neo/RECOVERY/n7 | JULY 5, 2017; 7:27 PM: walking home hyperaware of every failure i am a culmination of faults ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #temporarycollective #neorecovery #glitche #glitchartistcollective #glitchartist #curator #curated #contemporaryartist

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my robin, in and beyond a joy wouldn’t it be nice to have an escape now? 👤 👤 👤 👤 #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #femalegaze #girlgaze

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neo/RECOVERY/n6 | JULY 4, 2017; 6:43 PM: i skipped today’s dose i spent 4th of july surrounded by drunk adults hyperaware i did not belong here hyperaware of my illnesses hyperaware of theirs they try to drown with bottle after bottle of wine i was disgusted i am disgusted at all of us i texted [REDACTED] the entire time if only i could astral project to him ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #temporarycollective #neorecovery #glitche #glitchart #glitchartistcollective #analog #curated #curator

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neo/RECOVERY/n4 | JUNE 30, 2017; 11:10 PM: i don’t deserve to get better i took too long it’s too late I’M NOT WORTH THE EFFORT ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #temporarycollective #neorecovery #glitche #glitchartist #glitchartistcollective #curator #curated

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neo/RECOVERY/n3 | JUNE 30, 2017; 11:40 AM: i lose so much time each day in transit i lost so much of my life to mental illness the same way sitting idle silent a numb observer in an empty shell ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #temporarycollective #neorecovery #glitche #glitchartist #glitchartistcollective #analog

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neo/RECOVERY/n2 | JUNE 29, 2017; 12:37 PM: i am skeptical i am numb i have finally hit that “rock bottom” ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #temporarycollective #neorecovery #glitche #glitchartist #glitchartistcollective #zoloft #analog

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neo/RECOVERY/n1 | JUNE 29, 2017; 12:37 PM: [ prescribed zoloft as a solution to my depression ] ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #temporarycollective #neorecovery #glitche #glitchartistcollective #zoloft #glitchartist #poetsociety

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY52] Restore There was an unexpected error: Catastrophic failure Please close System Restore and try again. [OK] ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #glitchartcollective #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems #glitchartistscollective #glitchartist

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY51] Restore your system to an earlier point in time System Restore can resolve many system problems, and is the best recovery method System restore did not complete successfully. You can try System Restore again and choose a different restore point. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #glitchartist #bpdproblems #glitchartcollective #glitchartistscollective

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY43] yes, i must learn to love both parts of myself before i can learn to love others. but now, i know someone else must learn to love both me's. not just one. 💗 💗 💗 💗 #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY42] i have never had a foot in both worlds, but that instance i did. i must go back to my lower being now. my lower lower lower true being now. ugh. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY41] will anyone understand the ragings of a raging brain? off the high? i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. as my head swirls round and round and round and round ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY40] i'm not fast enough to contain myself within myself this is the first time i've fully felt myself in myself been in control of that inner self that i can barely reach i can touch her we are one ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY39] she finally loves me! she finally loves me?! after so long?????????? ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY37] [i am so thankful my 2 selves are here. together.] i promise to you. but i must go. you must exit the door and let me go. i am your innter self and i release control to you. now. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY36] from my past, i have learned to become a bridge. i have learned to embrace my inner hierophant. i have learned to cherish & protect so many bonds. but there is no worth in saving this bridge, no reason. burn it down. burn it down. burn it down. there is nothing for you here. as it shall always be. forever. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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[TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY35] i finally feel the love i was blinded to from so many different people. unfortunately, you were my loudest reminder. it is so difficult to remove your advise from your persona; the kind acts from the man behind the actions. even with all my experience, as a child recovering from childhood abuse & trauma, unlearning the learned damage & forgiving myself, unpairing my mother's voice from my own & succeeding... creating a healthy distance is downright impossible with you. there is no nuance - both positive & negative cannot coexist. there is no forgiveness - only survival. there is no healthy relationship - only the lack of one. 🏵 🏵 🏵 🏵 #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #animeedits #90sanime #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems #writes #writingcommunity #writerscommunity

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY32b] can you say you love yourself? finally? after all these years? love yourself, love me, as i love you now. 🏵 🏵 💗 💗 #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems #writingcommunity #writes

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY31] say it: i love you. i love myself. love this "female" self. your other side of your "they." i love you. i finally can say it. can you? 🏵 🏵 🏵 🏵 #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY30] ironically, i wasn't strong enough to protect you from him. but not anymore. we will do this together, my love. [i was never alone. She was always there, protecting & guiding me. there is so much i want to learn from Her, now that we're in sync, working together. she finally accepts me, loves me. & i finally recognize her strengths.] ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY29] i love you. i am the deep voice inside you who wants to control all reigns of your life. but i love you. i want to protect you. [it took me 6 months to realize who She really was. i thought i was asking into the void, but now... i'm truly asking my other self to help me. my sessions will change for the better because of this.] 🏵 💗 🏵 💗 #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY28] i care for you so much, sweetheart. you are so strong, my other self. on the other side of this void. [she is my Guide. my Queen of Swords inside me, the one i can't tap into in waking life.] ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY26] you must stay away from all triggers of him. this is your high self to your normal self. it is so lovely that you deleted all his texts, all his screenshots. but you must go deeper. in time, you must remove the words. from your heart. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems #screenshots

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY25] DELETING 174 ITEMS 85% COMPLETE you must steer clear of him. like a drug [addict] you must remain sober. you must remain out of contact. thus it must be. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems #notepadpoems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY24] yes he was a drug. yes he was necessary to live. but not anymore. you are growing to be sober from his relationship with you. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY23b] you are healthier now. you are stronger than the call to his enigma. you do not need to latch onto him. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY22] he should have never ever ever ever ever ever latched onto you as you did to him. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY21] but it's not your fault. you were ill. you were ill. you were ill. now you aren't [as much]. you are aware now. you are capable of giving consent to emotional labor. before... you were just used by others to perform for them. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY20b] he is a snake charmer playing to [THOSE] who are lost, who are broken. he lulls them into his ego, his need to fix others because he can't fix himself. he lives off of your troubles, your fears, your anxieties. it makes him feel power. we are the same. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY18] that was wrong for him to allow those attachments. because those attachments were so so so so so so close. too close. your friends were right to be worried of him enabling you. of him sucking you into his life. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY17] you can not be guilty of vulnerability. you were abused. you couldn't help your feelings. to crave for an adult who was finally positive. to finally lust for someone who cared about you. but he was the wrong source. he was your senior. he was your [REDACTED] ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY14] you can move forward without shame for that moment you were so lost in abuse you were so vulnerable ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY15] yes he took advantage of you but you can't relive those moments of shame ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY13] the fear of living with that truth daily will haunt you you have to let it go ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY10] IT'S TOO DANGEROUS LETTING ANYONE KNOW THOSE THINGS ABOUT YOU ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY9] CALM DOWN CALM DOWN YOU CAN'T CONTROL THE PAST YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL THE PRESENT YOU CAN CONTROL YOUR REALITY NOW YOU WILL NEVER SHARE MORE OF YOURSELF TO HIM YOU LOCK HIM OUT NOW ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY8] PLAY? [REDACTED] NO NO NO NO NO ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY6] THE DEFININITION OF TRAUMA: NOT KNOWING THE FULL NARRATIVE I REALIZE IT NOW!!!!! OH GOD I'M AFRAID ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY5] I DIDN'T MEAN TO GIVE HIM ALL OF MYSELF BUT HE SUCKED IT OUT OF ME ALL MY VULNERABILITIES I'M AFRAID OF REALIZING THIS ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY3] HE KNOWS TOO MUCH ABOUT ME HE KNOWS TOO MUCH HE KNOWS TOO MUCH YOU FOOL YOU FOOL YOU ADMITTED TOO MUCH TO HIM NO ONE ELSE KNOWS YOUR TRUE FEELINGS YOU IDIOT YOU IDIOT 👤 👤 👤 👤 #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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APRIL 20, 2018; [TIME REDACTED - neo/RECOVERY1] TIME TIME TIME TIME ALWAYS TIME TIME TIME TIME THE ONLY THING I DARE TO CONTROL ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #aesthetics #aesthetic #vhs #vhsforever #glitchart #glitch #selflove #selfimprovement #selfloveclub #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline #bpdfam #bpdproblems

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Robin i used to feel guilty for The Good Times i got over that ///////////////// if she can doublethink love me but abuse me i can compartmentalize too /////////////////// i no longer walk on eggshells i no longer eat glass i am numb grounded untouchable /////////////////// birth to earth, ripley ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #writings #writers

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JULY 3, 2018; 5:27:08 PM: i buried a fish here. earlier that day, a crow flew right over my head. an omen. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #writers #writersofinstagram #poems #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #notepadpoems #writerscommunity #writingcommunity #poemsofig #poemsporn #writings #death #temporarycollective

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JULY 3, 2018; 5:22:52PM: - [I. THE MAGICIAN] you lived a full life as a contant. i lose one more from my childhood. thank you. & thank you briton for still being near. will you always be there with me as i face death? time & time again? ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #writers #writersofinstagram #poems #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #notepadpoems #writerscommunity #writingcommunity #poemsofig #poemsporn #writings #tarot #death #temporarycollective

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JUNE 29, 2018; 10:45 AM: i walked outside & my dog barked at me. she knew. she was angry that i wanted to leave her. i'm sorry. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #writers #writersofinstagram #poems #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #notepadpoems #writerscommunity #writingcommunity #poemsofig #poemsporn #writings #temporarycollective #suicideprevention

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PLEASE, HELP ME ROBIN. IT HURTS. - YOUNGER RIPLEY. ✖ You don’t deserve this!!! I am so sorry. I am so sorry Ripley Weeping for you and for myself and for our younger selves I feel like I am always mourning what else can we do ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #recovery

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JULY [REDACTED]: in my dreams i'm always near death falling crashing bleeding drowning especially when i'm driving i'm always doomed to die last night in another dream [REDACTED] & i drove off an overpass but we lived i lived [that's how i know i'm better] ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #writers #writersofinstagram #poems #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #notepadpoems #writerscommunity #writingcommunity #poemsofig #poemsporn #writings #temporarycollective

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JUNE 28, 2018; 10:36 PM - ONE YEAR: So maybe I should just fall asleep. AND HOPE I NEVER WAKE UP. We shall see. WE SHALL SEE. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ #therecoveryarchive #writers #writings #writes #depressionreality #suicidesilence #suicideprevention #writingcommunity

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