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If all you ever get from the sonnet is the count of the fallen man Every call and cost made to your heart You were in the kind of game that put the force in me I was ever chasing fireflies - Fire Flies, Gorillaz πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #femalegaze #girlgaze #temporarycollective #femalecollective #subjectivelyobjective #filmcollective #femaleartist #womenartist #dazedandexposed #grainisgood #womenphotograph #somewheremag #grainy #gorillaz

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I'm not gonna cry I've got more time to give I'm not gonna cry I'll find another dream - Kansas, Gorillaz πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #femalegaze #girlgaze #temporarycollective #femalecollective #subjectivelyobjective #filmcollective #femaleartist #womenartist #dazedandexposed #grainisgood #womenphotograph #somewheremag #grainy #gorillaz

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ripleyandrobin

we were ruined; we are still living with the consequences. ❌ ❌ ❌ ❌ #therecoveryarchive #childhood #childhoodmemories #childabuseawareness #childabusesurvivor #emotionalabuse #loneliness

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Why you rolling waves over me now? That's all I need, dreaming Waiting on LA to come find me Be forgiven - Souk Eye, Gorillaz πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #femalegaze #girlgaze #temporarycollective #femalecollective #subjectivelyobjective #filmcollective #femaleartist #womenartist #dazedandexposed #grainisgood #womenphotograph #somewheremag #grainy #gorillaz

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Oscillate yourself tonight When you're in your bed Assimilate the dopamine Passing through your head - Tranz, Gorillaz πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #femalegaze #girlgaze #temporarycollective #femalecollective #subjectivelyobjective #filmcollective #femaleartist #womenartist #dazedandexposed #grainisgood #womenphotograph #somewheremag #grainy #gorillaz

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After a long complicated night I made my mind up To share my vision with the world Everything that follows I'm not responsible for - Lake Zurich, Gorillaz πŸ‚ πŸ‚ πŸ‚ πŸ‚ #therecoveryarchive #femalegaze #girlgaze #temporarycollective #femalecollective #subjectivelyobjective #filmcollective #femaleartist #womenartist #dazedandexposed #grainisgood #womenphotograph #somewheremag #grainy #gorillaz

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MARCH 21, 2018; 7:26 PM: total rejuvenation πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 21, 2018; 1:09 PM: i apologize to the deserts i have visited in the past. they are not toxic landscapes. i was the one who brought my toxicity into their purity. please forgive me πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 20, 2018; 11:36 AM: i deserve this break; i deserve this peace πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 18, 2018; 7:54 PM: [ TWO OF WANDS ] The Twos in Tarot often represent decisions of some sort. In the case of the Two of Wands, YOU ARE MAKING A DECISION BETWEEN STICKING WITH WHAT YOU KNOW, OR EXPANDING YOUR HORIZONS AND TAKING A RISK. You know that the world has to offer you something β€˜bigger’ or more meaningful, yet you are also aware that in order to maximise on this opportunity, you must leave your familiar grounds. Even though you have already invested a lot into your current circumstances, FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO GROW AND TO MAXIMISE YOUR POTENTIAL, it is imperative that you step out into a new world and explore your options. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarotreading #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 19, 2018; 11:53 AM: focus on the positives focus focus focus πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist

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MARCH 16, 2018; 6:13 PM: [ TWO OF CUPS, REVERSED ] The Two of Cups reversed may indicate a break-up or A LACK OF HARMONY WITHIN A RELATIONSHIP OR PARTNERSHIP. YOU MAY NOT BE SEEING EYE-TO-EYE AND THERE IS TENSION IN YOUR RELATIONS WITH EACH OTHER. Each partner is finding it quite hard to be truly honest with each other and therefore THE FLOW OF COMMUNICATION IS BROKEN. THERE IS A LACK OF MUTUAL RESPECT AND UNDERSTANDING. Upright, the Two of Cups is a beautiful card to have because it shows balance and emotional connection. But reversed, it suggests that you are not on an even playing field and this is a fundamental issue. IT IS AS IF YOUR PARTNER THINKS HE OR SHE IS BETTER THAN YOU OR THAT HIS OR HER OPINION MATTERS MORE THAN YOURS. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity

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MARCH 14, 2018; 7:52 PM: [ TWO OF WANDS ] The Two of Wands takes the spark of inspiration from the Ace of Wands and matures it into an actual path forward. THUS, THE TWO OF WANDS IS ALL ABOUT PLANNING AND PROGRESSING. You have been able to take your idea and turn it into a feasible plan that you know will lead to your success. It is no longer just an idea but you now have a plan in place to ensure that your idea is carried out as you had intended. The Two of Wands is also about discovery, particularly as you step outside of your comfort zone and explore new worlds and new experiences. IT MAY TAKE SOME COURAGE TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP BUT THIS CARD GIVES YOU THE CONFIDENCE OF SELF-KNOWLEDGE. YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR GOAL IS, WHAT YOUR CREATIVE PROCESS IS DIRECTING FOR YOU, AND YOU ARE CONFIDENT IN ITS EVENTUAL FULFILMENT. THE TWO OF WANDS INDICATES THAT YOU WILL BEGIN TO CONSIDER YOUR LONGER-TERM GOALS AND ASPIRATIONS AND WILL PLAN AHEAD FOR WHAT YOU NEED TO DO TO ACHIEVE THESE GOALS. You have already come so far but now you feel it is ready for a change, this time with your long-term future in mind. You may be considering overseas travel, further education or a major career change at this point in order to expand your learning and development, and TO GROW YOUR HORIZONS BEYOND YOUR IMMEDIATE ENVIRONMENT. With careful planning, and a moderated approach, you will set yourself up for success in the future. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotcommunity #tarotreading

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MARCH 14, 2018; 4:15 AM: do other borderlines hoard their digital memories? i know i do i know i did i finally deleted all your texts all your pictures all your memories from my phone & i feel so much freer πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #borderline #bpd #bpdproblems #bpdproblems

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MARCH 13, 2018; 1:38 PM: briton, thank you πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity #temporarycollective

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MARCH 13, 2018; 1:15 PM: why can’t they understand that grief lasts? that the past 2 years since her initial diagnosis has been grief? that i will keep on grieving? i can’t just get over it just to appease you; death is not compatible with appeasement πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #temporarycollective #mymotherisdying #grieving #grief #stage4cancer

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MARCH 13, 2018; 1:15 PM: you are not betraying yourself by grieving your mother you are not wrong for grieving you will miss the good memories of her memories that are just as valid as the abuse you are not betraying yourself for cherishing those and dreading her death πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective #abusesurvivor #abused #childabuse

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MARCH 11, 2018; 10:41 PM: what did i do to deserve this? to deserve no love whatsoever? am i truly that awful of a person? πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 11, 2018; 9:45 PM: i’ve given up on the possibility of ever knowing love πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 11, 2018; 12:30 AM: mica do you have any plans? goals? side gigs? NO!!!! MY MOTHER IS DYING SO NO!!!! MY MOTHER IS CONSTANTLY JUST DYING OF A TERMINAL ILLNESS!!! SO NO!!! I HAVE NO FUCKING ENERGY!!! I’M CONSTANTLY GRIEVING!!! MY LIFE IS NEVERENDING GRIEF!!! SHUTUP!!! SHUTUP!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!! πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #grieving #grief #mymotherisdying #temporarycollective

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MARCH 10, 2018; 8:55 PM: i wish they had more confidence in me i wish they trusted me am i not capable as i am? your actions lead me to believe that πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective #anxietyrecovery #anxious #anxietyquotes #anxiety

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MARCH 10, 2018; 8:44 PM: [ QUEEN OF WANDS, REVERSED ] The Queen of Wands reversed card describes a situation in which someone is behaving in a manipulative, pushy or selfish way. ONE OF YOU SEEMS TO BE IN A CHRONICALLY BAD MOOD, AND IS ANGRY, RESENTFUL AND JEALOUS. YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF BEING ATTACKED OR BULLIED, OR BEHAVING THIS WAY YOURSELF. PERCEPTIONS ARE SKEWED AND INFORMATION IS BEING TWISTED INTO LIES. SOMEONE IS DEMANDING, CONTROLLING, PETTY AND NARROW-MINDED. The reversed Queen of Wands can also indicate that you have recently lost your confidence in yourself and have become a shrinking violet. You shy away from being in the limelight as you worry that others may think you are not the real deal anymore. YOU MAY HAVE EVEN HAD A RECENT FALL FROM GRACE AND ARE NOW SLIGHTLY EMBARRASSED ABOUT YOUR REPUTATION. WHAT YOU NEED TO DO IS RESTORE FAITH AND BELIEF IN YOURSELF. DRAW FROM THAT POSITIVE ENERGY THAT USUALLY LIES WITHIN AND KNOW THAT YOU CAN COMBAT ANYTHING ONCE YOU SET YOUR MIND TO IT. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity

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ripleyandrobin

Ripley Every failed relationship and friendship is a simple reminder that i dont deserve to be loved - Barren (Robin) πŸ‚ πŸ‚ πŸ‚ πŸ‚ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #femalegaze #girlgaze #temporarycollective

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MARCH 10, 2018; 8:44 PM: [ SIX OF PENTACLES, REVERSED ] The Six of Pentacles reversed suggests a one-way street in terms of charity. You may have lent money to a friend or given someone a favour but, in this instance, do not expect the money to be repaid or the favour to be returned. Or, you may expect it to be repaid but it never is. With this in mind, be careful about who you lend your money to, especially if you yourself are in financial trouble. WHILE A GENEROUS SPIRIT IS A WONDERFUL QUALITY, YOU NEED TO ENSURE THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO SUPPORT YOURSELF WHILST HELPING OTHERS. You may have a tendency to spend or give away more than you can afford to. Be careful with the amount of debt that you get into. It is possible with the reversed Six of Pentacles that YOU ARE GETTING IN OVER YOUR HEAD and it will soon come back to bite you in excessive interest rates or personal threats if you are unable to pay it back in time. IN A RELATIONSHIP READING, THE REVERSED SIX OF PENTACLES SUGGESTS THAT ONE PARTNER IS DOING A LOT OF THE TAKING BUT NOT A LOT OF THE GIVING, THUS CREATING AN INEQUALITY IN THE RELATIONSHIP. YOU NEED TO BE CAREFUL THAT YOUR GENEROUS SPIRIT IS NOT BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND THAT YOU ARE NOT ALWAYS THE ONE MAKING COMPROMISES FOR YOUR PARTNER’S BENEFIT. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotcommunity #tarotreading

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MARCH 10, 2018; 8:44 PM: [ ACE OF WANDS, REVERSED ] THE REVERSED ACE OF WANDS SUGGESTS THAT YOU ARE FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO CLEARLY DEFINE WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT. THIS LACK OF DIRECTION may be sapping your energy levels and leaving you feeling incredibly unmotivated and uninspired. As a result, you are often asking yourself if this is what you really want in life and whether there would be something better elsewhere. However, when you think about what other opportunities might appeal, you may struggle to really know what you want. To remedy this, YOU NEED TO FIRST FOCUS ON WHERE YOUR TRUE PASSIONS LIE. THERE IS NO POINT WORKING TOWARDS A GOAL IF YOU ARE NOT MOTIVATED OR EXCITED ABOUT REACHING THAT GOAL. SO, TAKE SOME TIME TO CONTEMPLATE WHAT IT IS YOU REALLY ASPIRE TO AND WHAT YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE OUT OF THIS SITUATION. THE ACE OF WANDS REVERSED CAN ALSO INDICATE THAT YOU ARE WEIGHED DOWN BY EXISTING RESPONSIBILITIES AND COMMITMENTS AND THEREFORE CANNOT PURSUE THE NEW IDEAS THAT YOU HAVE. FRUSTRATING DELAYS are getting in the way of you being able to progress with your projects and ideas. You are likely to feel VERY IMPATIENT AT THIS TIME, particularly if you are highly action-oriented and you have just started to gain momentum in your activities. YOU MIGHT ALSO BE IN A POSITION WHERE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING IDEA BUT YOU HAVE NOT YET FOUND THE RIGHT OUTLET FOR THAT IDEA. Again, you are beginning to become increasingly impatient that you have not been able to manifest that idea just yet but perhaps that is for the best. TIMING IS ESSENTIAL, SO BE PATIENT AND WAIT FOR THE BEST OPPORTUNITY. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotcommunity #tarotreading

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MARCH 10, 2018; 8:40 PM: [ THREE OF CUPS, REVERSED ] ON A BROADER SCALE, THE REVERSED THREE OF CUPS CAN INDICATE THAT YOUR CREATIVITY IS BEING STIFLED AND INSTEAD YOU ARE BEING FORCED TO CONFORM TO THE GROUP IN WHICH YOU ARE OPERATING. You may be part of a very tight-knit group that does things a certain way and is not open to innovation or alternative approaches. YOU NEED TO CONSIDER WHETHER YOU ARE WILLING TO SACRIFICE YOUR CREATIVE ABILITIES IN FAVOUR OF THE GROUP’S DESIRES. The Three of Cups reversed may reflect isolation from others. If this is the case, it is time to take charge of the situation and to reconnect with your community. Consider joining a group or organisation, and if the need for support is present, seek out the necessary resources. SIMILARLY, THE THREE OF CUPS REVERSED CAN INDICATE THAT YOU HAVE LOST TOUCH WITH YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS, PERHAPS DUE TO A FALLING OUT OR OTHER, MORE DEMANDING PRIORITIES SUCH AS WORK OR FAMILY COMMITMENTS. See this card as a reminder to reconnect with your friends, let your hair down and have a good time, without worrying too much about the consequences. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotcommunity #tarotreading

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MARCH 10, 2018; 6:45 PM: despite everything it’s still you πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #selfloveclub #selflove

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MARCH 8, 2018; 9:42 AM: [ FIVE OF PENTACLES, REVERSED ] The Five of Pentacles reversed indicates an end to difficult times, particularly if you have recently suffered a major financial loss or job loss. YOU MAY FIND NEW SOURCES OF INCOME, A NEW JOB, OR SOMEONE HAS OFFERED TO HELP YOU OUT WHILE YOU GET BACK ON YOUR FEET. YOU MAY BE STARTING TO FEEL AS IF LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AGAIN AND STARTING TO REGAIN YOUR SELF-CONFIDENCE. FINALLY YOU CAN SEE A WAY OUT OF YOUR FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES AND YOUR HOPE IS BEING RENEWED. The reversed Five of Pentacles can sometimes indicate the persistence of inner, spiritual poverty. IT REFLECTS A TIME WHEN YOU FEEL ISOLATED AND ALONE, EVEN IF SURROUNDED BY MANY PEOPLE. You may feel as though something is just completely out of place and you are struggling to place your finger on what it is. Return to the Four of Pentacles and you may come to realise that you have placed too much emphasis on your material wealth and HAVE NEGLECTED YOUR SPIRITUAL WELL-BEING. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 6, 2018; 6:43 PM: i have been neglecting myself you deserve this time to enjoy yourself without guilt πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #selfloveclub #selflove #temporarycollective

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MARCH 6, 2018; 5:08 PM: i am so thankful to have my collective constantly inspiring me reinspiring me and helping me grow xoxoxoxo πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective #artcollective #femalecollective

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MARCH 6, 2018; 10:39 AM: don’t let anything or anyone hold you back πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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ripleyandrobin

Ruminations: ✏ Robin, Are we ever going to achieve what we want? They expect everything & yet nothing from us, at the same time. I do not want to be a failure. I do not want to prove them wrong. & yet... it seems I am destined to be that. The future frightens me. Birth to earth, Ripley ✏ ✏ ✏ ripley i was thinking today about all the times i've been asked, "why are you so angry?" i can only be the thing they made me [anger is genetic] womb to tomb β›° β›° β›° β›° #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #femalegaze #girlgaze

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MARCH 3, 2018; 11:28 AM: β€œdon’t freeze when you see her” πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 3, 2018; 6:39 PM: thank you thank you thank you thank you for remaining one of my true friends πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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MARCH 2, 2018; 2:40 AM: you are so worthy of love πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #selfloveclub #selflove #recoverywin #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 28, 2018; 1:04 AM: going to have to rely on myself a lot more a terrifying thought πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective #recoveryisworthit #recovery

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FEBRUARY 27, 2018; 10:56 AM: i formally switched from children’s to adult psychiatry today my old therapist handed me off to a new woman in a new office in a new building on a new couch she sat with me during my first consult i connected so much to her it was so easy to talk to her to trust her i still feel i should be back with her back to the waiting room playing children’s movies back to the office with children’s books and toys i still feel i should be back with her i’m not an adult I’M STILL A CHILD πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #temporarycollective #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #writerscommunity #writings #writerscorner

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FEBRUARY 26, 2018; 1:29 PM: β€œThe world breaks everyone and afterwards many are strong in the broken places.” πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #quotes #ernesthemingway #hemingway #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 25, 2018; 10:48 PM - READING: [ HIGH PRIESTESS, REVERSED ] THE REVERSED HIGH PRIESTESS ALSO SUGGESTS IN A TAROT READING THAT YOU ARE NORMALLY AN INTUITIVE PERSON WHO IS CONNECTED WITH YOUR INNER SELF BUT IN RECENT TIMES YOU HAVE LOST THIS CONNECTION. YOU MAY BE RUSHING AROUND AND WORRYING EXCESSIVELY ABOUT EXTERNAL ISSUES AND OTHER PEOPLE’S PROBLEMS THAT YOU HAVE LOST FOCUS ON YOUR OWN NEEDS. YOU ARE NOT LISTENING TO YOUR INNER GUIDANCE ANYMORE AND THIS IS LEADING YOU FURTHER ASTRAY. The strong message here is that you need to take some time out for YOU and you only, so that you can tune into your inner voice and connect once again with your subconscious mind. Meditation or spiritual study may help. THIS TAROT CARD CAN ALSO REPRESENT REPRESSED FEELINGS, AN OVER-RELIANCE ON THE OPINIONS OF OTHERS AND AN EXCESSIVE NEED FOR APPROVAL AND VALIDATION. WHAT IS NEEDED IS GREATER CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF AND A DEEPER β€˜KNOWING’ THAT YOU HAVE THE ANSWERS ALREADY WITHIN YOU AND DO NOT NEED THE VALIDATION OF OTHERS. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 25, 2018; 3:43 AM: Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep I’m tired and I I want to go to bed Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep And then leave me alone Don’t try to wake me in the morning β€˜Cause I will be gone Don’t feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I will feel so glad to go [ Asleep by The Smiths ] πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective #thesmiths

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ripleyandrobin

dear younger self, it is with the weight of a thousand hands that will crack you. but the weight of the hands which are supposed to help you up will be the weight that breaks you womb to tomb robin πŸ—£ πŸ—£ πŸ—£ πŸ—£ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #femalegaze #girlgaze

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FEBRUARY 22, 2018; 4:48 PM: please don’t replace me please don’t replace me THE THOUGHTS ARE IRRATIONAL, BUT THE FEAR IS REAL i’m scared that the imposter syndrome will become my reality that my time with them will finally be up replaced by a male my junior with talents i’ll never have replaced by a female my senior with resources i’ll never have forced to fend for myself, floundering out of the fine art world FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN, FORGOTTEN please don’t replace me please don’t replace me πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #temporarycollective #anxiety #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #bpd #borderline #anxious

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FEBRUARY 21, 2018; 9:10 PM: my bart ride was 45 painful minutes of β€œsmall talk” by a boy 4 years my junior my bart ride was 45 minutes of concocted lie after concocted lie, trapped in my seat, trapped by his side, as i tried to verbally weave myself out of a situation that could take a wrong turn at any moment my bart ride was 45 minutes of hypervigilance, anxiety, annoyance, & disgust πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #rapeculture

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FEBRUARY 21, 2018; 9:10 PM: [my bart ride was the physical manifestation of the following text thread from tumblr user damianalghul] the fear men instill in women by virtue of existing in their vicinity is something men, especially white men, need to be aware of. You could think you’re the nicest guy in the world but a woman sees you as a threat. Because you are! You are one. You starting a conversation on the train with a woman isn’t β€œbeing friendly”. It is trapping her in an interaction she cannot leave of her own consent out of fear of retaliation. You asking where she’s headed isn’t β€œsmall talk”. It is invasive and makes her fear for her safety by being followed. Your presence forces women to consider safety before comfort or agency. Be conscious of that when you interact with women in public space. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #rapeculture

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FEBRUARY 21, 2018; 6:47 PM - STRENGTH READING: [ KNIGHT OF WANDS ] WHEN YOU ENCOUNTER THE KNIGHT OF WANDS IN A READING, IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOU START YOUR CREATIVE PROJECTS WITH GREAT ENTHUSIASM AND ENERGY BUT YOU ALSO TEMPER THIS WITH A WELL-ROUNDED, REALISTIC AND BALANCED VIEW ALONG WITH A WELL-CONSIDERED PLAN THAT TAKES INTO ACCOUNT ANY FUTURE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS. You need to show ambition and move from where you are now to where you know you should be to increase your effectiveness in the world. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH AMBITION IF IT IS CHANNELED IN THE RIGHT WAY. BE A PIONEER AND TAKE CALCULATED RISKS. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity

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FEBRUARY 21, 2018; 6:47 PM - STRENGTH READING: [ KNIGHT OF WANDS ] Whereas the Page of Wands indicated the initial spark of a new idea, the Knight of Wands indicates THE ACTUAL PURSUIT OF THAT IDEA. There is significantly more action associated with this Knight and HE HAS A TRUE COMMITMENT AND ENERGY TO MAKE SURE HIS IDEAS ARE PUT INTO ACTION. His courage is incredibly strong and he has no fear of anything. HE SIMPLY CHARGES FORTH WITH HIS IDEAS AND VISIONS TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. THUS, THE KNIGHT OF WANDS SUGGESTS THAT YOUR CONFIDENCE LEVELS WILL RAPIDLY INCREASE AND YOU WILL FEEL READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD WITH YOUR VISION. TACKLE ANY CHALLENGES THAT STAND IN YOUR WAY AND ALWAYS BE READY TO HELP OTHERS WHO LACK YOUR DETERMINATION AND EXUBERANCE BUT WHO DESPERATELY NEED IT. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity

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Dear younger self, It doesn’t get easier or better. Life was horrible for you then, and it is horrible for you now. I’m sorry. I wish I could lie to you. I truly wish your life became something meaningful. But you are still nothing. You are still nothing. Nothing changes. Nothing gets better. Everything stays the same. Life is suffering. Life is suffering. Life is suffering. - Ripley. πŸ’’ πŸ’’ πŸ’’ πŸ’’ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #femalegaze #girlgaze

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FEBRUARY 18, 2018; 1:41 PM - READING: [ FIVE OF CUPS ] The Five of Cups represents a LACK OF FULFILLMENT OR NON-ATTAINMENT of expected results. YOU ARE FEELING DISAPPOINTED THAT A SITUATION HAS NOT TURNED OUT AS YOU HAD HOPED, AND INSTEAD OF MOVING ON TO GREENER PASTURES, YOU ARE WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY AND REGRET ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN LOST. The water spilled from the cups shows that the cause for regret is more emotional than financial. You are quickly becoming disillusioned with life and increasingly pessimistic about your future. The Five of Cups suggests that you are having trouble letting go of the past and learning from your mistakes. This card can often reflect a person who is caught up in the past and unable to move on, missing out on new opportunities. BITTER MEMORIES FROM THE PAST CONTINUE TO BOTHER YOU, AND OFTEN A GREAT DEAL OF THE BLAME FOR PAST ACTIONS IS PLACED ON YOURSELF AND YOUR INADEQUACIES. To some it would seem that there is no way out of this situation but the Tarot always shows problems on one hand and solutions on the other. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #bpd #borderline #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 18, 2018; 1:41 PM - READING: [ SEVEN OF WANDS, REVERSED; THE STAR, REVERSED ] THE SEVEN OF WANDS REVERSED CAN SUGGEST THAT YOU ARE AT RISK OF BEING CAUGHT UNPREPARED. YOU ARE FEELING SHAKEN AND VULNERABLE AT THE THREAT OF A CHALLENGE TO YOUR POSITION. You have the feelings of falling behind, and not being up to the challenge. Perhaps you want to cave in and give up the fight. This card shows a lack of confidence, courage, and conviction. YOU ARE FEELING THREATENED, and have become easily manipulated and taken advantage of. THE STAR REVERSED MAY REFLECT A LOSS OF FAITH IN A PARTICULAR SITUATION, RESULTING IN YOU WAITING FOR A SIGN OR A β€˜CALLING’ TO PROCEED FURTHER. You may need reassurance that you are still on the right path, particularly if you have been experiencing setbacks or challenges along the journey. Remember the advice of the Tower, WHICH IS TO SEE THESE SETBACKS AS OPPORTUNITIES TO CHANGE AND GROW. Know that even if you are feeling uncertain or fatalistic about whether you will ever achieve your goal, THIS IS JUST A MOMENTARY SETBACK AND YOU WILL SOON SEE THAT IT WAS AN IMPORTANT PART OF YOUR JOURNEY FORWARD. Oftentimes, the reversed Star card is more about a TEST OF FAITH than it is an indication of a negative outcome. Sometimes you need to go through AN INCREDIBLY TRYING TIME IN ORDER TO COME TO A POINT OF PERSONAL TRANSFORMATION AND AWAKENING. You need to keep believing in the Universe and know that it will do what is best for all. THIS IS A TEST OF YOUR FAITH AND YOU WILL NO DOUBT COME OUT OF THIS A STRONGER PERSON. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #bpd #borderline #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #tarot #tarotreading #tarotcommunity

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FEBRUARY 18, 2018; 1:41 PM - READING: [ FIVE OF CUPS ] FORGIVENESS AND THE ABILITY TO RECOVER AFTER EMOTIONAL LOSS ARE NECESSARY. IF YOU ARE FEELING DISAPPOINTED BY ANOTHER PERSON’S ACTIONS, AND THEN FIND IT WITHIN YOUR HEART TO FORGIVE THAT PERSON, RELEASING YOURSELF FROM THE DISAPPOINTMENT. YOU MAY ALSO NEED TO RE-ASSESS YOUR EXPECTATIONS THAT HAVE LED YOU TO THIS DISAPPOINTMENT. WERE YOU EXPECTING TOO MUCH? Remember, too, that hindsight is much clearer than foresight and present-day wisdom is gained from the mistakes of the past. Reflect on what lead you to this point and understand what important lessons you can take from the experience. Even when things go pear-shaped, there is always something positive that can be gained by reflecting on the lessons learned. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #tarot #tarotcommunity #tarotreading #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 15, 2018; 8:39 PM: β€œlet the past die kill it if you have to” triangles are stronger shapes anyway πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #bpd #borderline

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FEBRUARY 15, 2018; 12:55 AM: you stunt my growth so stay away πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #bpd #borderline

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FEBRUARY 15, 2018; 12:55 AM: back to being the bitch you hate/d πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective #bpd #borderline

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FEBRUARY 15, 2018; 12:48 AM: πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹ πŸ’’ πŸ’’ πŸ’’ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #selfloveclub #selflove

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FEBRUARY 14, 2018; 10:41 PM: V-DAY....................... sadly single while looking like this πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 14, 2018; 3:44 PM: look to the future πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #temporarycollective #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist

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ripleyandrobin

from me to you. - ripley πŸƒ πŸƒ πŸƒ πŸƒ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #fringeonfox

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FEBRUARY 14, 2018; 12:15 PM: she’s progressing so much no wonder the weight on my chest is back ongoing grieving grieving grieving grieving endless endless endless endless grief πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #mymotherisdying #grief #grieving #stage4cancer

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FEBRUARY 14, 2018; 1:15 AM: i forgot that fortune that i was given something something the start of a new relationship and growth on the horizon? can it be with REDACTED ? πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 11, 2018; 1:55 AM: wake up wake up wake up wake up πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #temporarycollective #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist

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FEBRUARY 9, 2018; 11:57 PM: jealousy in peach, loneliness in beige πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist

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FEBRUARY 9, 2018; 11:06 AM: a lapse in confidence in self esteem this will painfully pass πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 8, 2018; 9:47 AM: if i contract something & give it to her she could die it weighs heavily on my mind πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #stage4cancer #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #fuckcancer #mymotherisdying

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ripleyandrobin

To Robin: i am thankful i am an only child my mother ruined me no one else a small comfort - Ripley. πŸ’’ πŸ’’ πŸ’’ πŸ’’ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #collageart #collageartist #collageartnetwork #femalegaze #girlgaze #temporarycollective

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[How are you feeling as the date gets closer? - 9:10 PM] Eh alone I guess. Some panic setting in because I dont know how to really prepare myself - 9:11 PM [It's going to be okay. I think you might actually really like doing it and you might meet some really good people too - 9:49 PM] I want it to happen so it will be done - 9:53 PM - E. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #temporarycollective #sfeer #sanfranciscoart #contemporaryphotography #femalecollective #femalephotographer #womenphotograph #somewheremag #rentalmag #broadmag #noicemag #dazedandexposed #girlgaze #femalegaze #conceptualart #therecoveryarchive

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FEB 2 AT 7:46 PM: I am so overwhelmed by [stuff] I should be doing before I leave that I dont want to do anything - E. πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #temporarycollective #sfeer #sanfranciscoart #contemporaryphotography #femalecollective #femalephotographer #womenphotograph #somewheremag #rentalmag #broadmag #noicemag #dazedandexposed #girlgaze #femalegaze #conceptualart #therecoveryarchive

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FEBRUARY 6, 2018; 10:56 AM: i am getting better at managing the extremes of myself staying in my middle, not too low, yet realistically high i am getting better at managing myself & my world view I AM GETTING BETTER πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #bpd #borderline #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist #selfloveclub #selfimprovement #recoverywin #temporarycollective

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FEBRUARY 5, 2018; 8:28 PM: mica, you performed incredible amounts of emotional labor last week no wonder you’ve needed a week to recover don’t blame yourself for needing time mica, you were pushed beyond your limits pushed beyond what you expected one could even argue taken advantage of you are fine for needing time you deserve this time πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ πŸ‘€ #therecoveryarchive #poetrygram #poemsoninstagram #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthart #queerartist

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