121lbs. No one liked seeing me this sucked up. 🤣 a rare find... thought I'd repost from the other account. Enjoy
#RepostSave @1more4andy with @repostsaveapp ・・・ My Pro debut. Didn't go my way... I could blame the situations leading up to the fight, but stepping inside the cage had to be done regardless. Win some, lose some... but fight until it's done.
I remember, just not being able to feel anything at all... I wasn't anxious, nervous, or fear. It bugged me. Even exchanging blows and scrambling for take downs, there was nothing running through my head. I still don't know what it all was about. Was it the PTSD/TBI? I just sucked? Lol jk 🤔
It was different from, Each time I step onto the mat for competition, knowing exactly what I want to do and I finish. Who knows?. Trip out either way.
PC: Isaac De Jesus
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