READ THIS ITS DEEP BUT TRUE Does anyone out there know what it’s like to always want to learn , make things happen & have all kinds of knowledge , experience , heart , true passion (sometimes mistaken as being desperate ) yes maybe it looks that way because it oozing out of you spilling over , just wanting to share and be a part of something that will be so big , & helpfull to others , but have no one to share it with , or to talk to about it , as many are afraid or not sure how to embrace these loyal , inspirational people like myself & so others so instead it feels like it’s going to waste & that you are just going to never get to share it , it’s a terrible feeling , and I’m not afraid to admit it as it gets to me sometimes , like now !! See I was born with a sliver spoon in my mouth , I worked very hard to help my mother & I grew up fast and I have sacrificed much to still even been in this earth ,heck I died twice , I mean once had to be paddled so God doesn’t want me yet , but I’m still trying to find that place that will be for real & fulfilling . I’m have done so much in one short lifetime to last a few people well , and would have done more but , I always have great ideas but lack the last & final $$ needed to push it to the true extent . I’ll stop I just wanted to share what I was thinking.