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Heyy! Feeling so depressed rn, I don’t want to live anymore. I wasted this hour crying and feeling suicidal. I need to learn but I can’t, the only thing I can is ruining everything, being mean and ungrateful. I cut again and it don’t looks good. I hate myself sm, I have parkrun on Thursday (I call it so it’s something from my school that you have to run as many as possible or something), and then it would be nice if I could wear short sleeves, my arms were almost clean I was happy with the fact that tomorrow I could probably wear short sleeves. But I ruined everything, as usual. It’s going to be so so hot this weeks and I’m gonna die in my long sleeved shirts (at least, I hope that I’ll die that would be so nice). I want to jump out of my window and die or drink bleach and die or something like that. I’m tired of pretending that everything’s okay. I just want to wear short sleeves without feeling proud that I can wear them. I want to see a pencil sharpener, not a cutting option. I want to say that I’m happy without lying. I just want to recover.
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