* THIS IS NOT A TRANSFORMATION PICTURE- THEY WERE TAKEN MINUTES APART* .
I'm going to be completely honest. When I seen these pictures that were taken of me at a family event my first thought was "wow I take up so much room".... You imagine you look one way, then a picture shows you what you really look like especially when it's taken by someone else. These were taken 6 days ago and since then I've worked out once. Haven't eaten great but not terrible either. But basically I forgot about goals because to me, I already failed. All my hard work that I've put in, it seems like I have forgotten about it. I still sometimes tell myself I'm meant to be a big girl, that I wouldn't look right smaller. Truth be told: those are just cop outs. Just because I don't want to invest the time in myself to change my circumstances. I'm struggling so bad right now with getting myself back on track to becoming a better me. But then I think about why I made this page. For accountability and motivation... So what I'm going to use it for.