Today. Another journey around the sun.
Came With a lot of thought.
I’m half life at best....
Was I my best till now?
Have parts of my life been best- yes.
Upon a talk with a friend about looking at age as a level ... every level, we are achieving wisdom, knowledge, learning, love... accessing parts of ourselves that we are remembering ...we have been here before. We use 20 percent of our brains and less of our hearts. We are here to love. I understand this inherently. I’m not sure most of us do though... why can’t we?When we are born, that literally the only thing we know. We love that face looking at us.
We are basically doing this over and over .. until we reach Yoda status.
It’s like a video game.
If you don’t keep losing, failing, and learning you don’t ascend.
You don’t reach the new level of power. You don’t win the game .
Every time we have this opportunity, why waste it? But we do. We spend time ...the only precious thing, with shitty people, doing shit we hate. Why?
Why not, just be who we are, flawed, ridiculous and abstract... and leave our life not one we imagined it could be. •
But what it was. •
I hope to only leave my ground with memories that are mostly good, honest and true, but hopefully beneficial to those I’ve encountered and had dreams shared with on our path.
We all met for something, and I’m proud and grateful for you.
I’ve reflected on this day more than I thought I might, mostly because I never thought I’d live to be this old. I’m privileged and grateful to be alive and working on my best version of me , for now. I hope somehow our lives make each other realize it’s all us, being one. Without judgement. Just being free❤️