My biggest joy in my job is bringing others to be happy with themselves. Feeling beautiful. Feeling sexy.
I lived a lot of my life with major insecurities. Not just my obvious "I don't trust people. I prefer to be at home. I have social anxiety and hate chatting." But also "My nose is too big. My stomach is too flabby. My teeth are too ugly to smile". That feeling caused a domino effect in my life. It made me afraid to be me. My anxiety to always take control. And me to always be a follower instead of me being me. My relationship suffered and it wasn't until I realized I didn't want my daughter's to go through what I have been though that I decided to change.
Well here I am, older than I have ever been. And yet feeling more beautiful and sexier than I have ever been. And with that, it had brought my confidence higher. It makes me smile more. Challenges me to be as unique as I want to be. It oddly makes me want to do more with my life. Not just make-up wise, nail wise, but all together. Everything about me feels more empowered. I literally feel the most beautiful, powerful and sexiest person in the world.
What did I do to change? Started making myself a priority. My girls, my husband, my family are always important to me. But once I felt that I was a priority, started being someone I was proud of, everything else followed. Started doing things I actually loved to do. Not felt forced to do things that weren't me. I respected myself, stopped caring about everyone else's thoughts. Cause who cared? They don't own me. They don't need to hang out with me if they don't like the REAL me. And finally started to treat myself like the queen I am. From makeup to tattoos, to boudoir sessions to lingerie, to outfits and shopping, then food and workouts. It is all me. I am who I am now. I am the best version of me. And I am fucking proud of that.
So, why do I do what I do? I want you all to feel your best. Your most beautiful and most sexier versions of yourself. Because you all are beautiful and sexy!!! Cheers to you all! I love you for allowing me to be me, loving me for whom I am. And I love you for being you to me. 💜💚💜💚