I always believed that when you feel stuck you must think about the opposite situation, you need to have another point of view to be able to escape. “Whatever you think, think the opposite”, saying that is easy, applying that to my actual situation was harder that I never imagined. I’ve been telling myself over this year, that some how I failed management, even if deep inside me I know how hard I tried to make it as perfect as possible, and every time I acknowledged more that failure part of my life, I felt down, I felt unsafe, I felt powerless and unfit, and I went back into my memories to over analyze every situation, and try to fix it, try to learn more about it and progress in that direction, but in the end of the day, I didn’t have that fulfillment feeling. Tell I managed myself to think the opposite, maybe I didn’t fail people, I just failed myself. And instead of trying to fix everything around me, I must fix myself, and give it some peace.